CURRENTLY READING

CURRENTLY READING

FAVORITE #HASHTAGS

#DanteTongueLove
#KickedintheTaco
#Throatchop

JULY

JULY
7/3/12

7/10/12

7/31/12

7/31/12

7/31/12

AUGUST

AUGUST
8/7/12

8/28/12

SEPTEMBER

SEPTEMBER
9/4/12

9/18/12

NOVEMBER

NOVEMBER
11/6/12

11/30/12

DECEMBER

DECEMBER
12/4/12

I'M A STAR FOR KLB!!

I'M A STAR FOR KLB!!

DOWNSIDE ARMY RECRUIT

Proud Member of the Downside Army

Blog Archive

BLOG DESIGN CREDIT

Get your own free Blogoversary button!
Related Posts Plugin for WordPress, Blogger...
Showing posts with label Ramblings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Ramblings. Show all posts
Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Ramblings: A New Perspective..

This morning as I began my morning prep for heading off to work, my mind was full of about a billion things I needed to do. Finish reading Archangel’s Consort for Rex Robot’s Book Tour. Start Alien Tango by Gini Koch, read two new books that arrived the night before. AND write articles for my Examiner.com gigs – Charlotte Books Examiner and Fantasy Media Examiner. *insert sound of screeching breaks here*

Yeah – I have a side gig for writing articles for the Examiner.com. It all started earlier this year when I started receiving article notifications from my friends Jewel of Jewel’s Fab Life and Shay of Designs by Shay. They were writing articles for their respective areas – Fashion and Wedding Planning respectively, and I started thinking – “Hey! This is a great way to make money!” I love to write – and I can write about the things I love. Good deal!

Well that was about 8 months ago. To-date – I’ve earned about $5.00 (no, it’s not a typo) and about 30 gray hairs stressing over the next thing I have to write. The payout for Examiner writers is “unique” to say the least. Everyone keeps saying – the more you write, the more you post – the more you’ll get paid. So I tried that. Oh and in the midst of all this – I decide to write a book. Yeah, I’m a glutton for punishment.

So for the last 8 months, I’ve been blogging, writing a book and writing for the Examiner in addition to being a wife, a mom, an IT professional (the job that pays the bills) and an HOA Treasurer (UGH long story – don’t ask – too painful LOL). Needless to say – I’m struggling with all of the above – but mainly with my Examiner articles. I’ve been doing “just enough” to keep me active so no one can steal my tag. But man – it’s hard trying to look up stuff to write about. It should be easy – but it’s not. And this morning I realized why.

In my heart of hearts, I’m a Writer ….. not a Journalist.

The funny thing about this “revelation” is that I’ve had it before – exactly one year after I graduated college. You see – I’ve been writing since I was 9. Short stories, plays etc. I even wrote a skit for my Senior Variety Show in High School (of course it was a hit!). So I with my “kid logic” I’m thinking -- I love to write so I must study Journalism. So that was my major in college. I wrote for the school paper, landed internships with Scholastic Publishing, etc. I even landed a GREAT job with a publishing house in NY after graduation. But after one year I realized – this is not the path I want to take. I want to write a book!

Then life happened and I forgot about writing. Fast forward 20 years and boom. I’m right back at the same conclusion – Journalism is not for me. I’m a Writer. I want to Write a book – no I WANT TO WRITE BOOKS! And Dammit! I’m GOOD AT IT. Yes, there’s a lot I need to learn – but I’m willing to put in the work, time and energy to get it done because that is truly where my heart and soul live. In the Writing.

So with my newly “rediscovered” revelation – I’m letting go. I’m letting go of my Examiner spots. So if anyone in Charlotte wants that tag – go for it! I’m letting go of the stress of Book Blogging. I’m still going to read and review books – but my goal is not to be a top blogger. It’s to Review, Rant and Ramble – just like I originally planned.  Then, I’m going to do what I love most – write.

So here's to me --- Getting back on track and Getting my Write on!

WIP: The Hidden One
Genre: Paranormal Romance
Words Completed: 55K
Estimated Completion: First QTR 2011

BOOM!


FOLLOWERS

GRAB MY BUTTON

CONNECT WITH ME

Event Button Event Button Event Button Event Button

YOU CAN FIND ME HERE 2!

ALIENS RULE!

Photobucket

SMUTTY GOODNESS

The Smutty Society

ARE YOU LISTED?

Parajunkee Design

ARE YOU A MEMBER?

I DID IT!

Photobucket